POETRY JOURNAL

1)

NEVER HERE

you were never here

you lied

you disappeared

I waited alone

without my clothes

if only you had known

its cold under the tree

would you agree?

I cant hear your answer

I hate that your love is like cancer

2)

footprints in the snow

I will always be around

until the sun comes

3)

You know when you are too tired to sleep

the big bed is not there for you anymore

it can only make your dear sweet back soar

the world outside your window makes you weep

you don't want to make your thoughts go too deep

you want to be anything but a bore

but the phone only rings on the top floor

somebody sometimes call you a crazy creep

I was once a long time ago like you

do you want to know how I made it through?

For now let me keep it as my secret

the sleep will last longer if done this way

you will feel that you're able to display

more now. Remember you're name Margareth

4)

what am I to you?

I am all around

do you see me?

I am here

you once told me I don't fit in a gown

what am I to you?

you never called me dear

you said I acted like a clown

do you see me?

I am always near

though it is hard to make a sound

what am I too you?

I wont show you my only tear

I can seem to get up from the ground

do you see me?

am I occupying your sphere?

can I receive your crown?

what am I to you?

do you want to see me?

5)

I SCREAM AND SCREAM ALL DAY LONG

BE HERE BE THERE DON'T GO

I'M DONE WITH BEING STRONG

THE SCREAMING STARTS TO TURN INTO A SONG

I DON'T MANAGE TO GROW

I SCREAM AND SCREAM ALL DAY LONG

THE WORDS IN THE SONG COMES OUT WRONG

WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THE WORD SLOW

I'M DONE WITH BEING STRONG

ITS NOT THAT I EVEN WANT TO BELONG

I JUST WANT TO HAVE SOMETHING TO SHOW

I SCREAM AND SCREAM ALL DAY LONG

IT DID NOT EVEN HELP TO GO TO HONG KONG

I'M STILL ALL ALONE YOU KNOW

I'M DONE WITH BEING STRONG

I CAN'T DO ANYTHING BUT RUSH ALONG

I'M TIRED NOW I THINK I GO BELOW

I NO LONGER SCREAM AND SCREAM ALL DAY LONG

I'M DONE WITH BEING STRONG

6)

the road is short

but I'm not going to court

they will take me away

and I want to stay

I'll stay at my fort

wait- I'm going to pray

7)

he had been everywhere

he said he wanted to visit her place

she said no

she ran

no candy from a car

just a guy

they can be equally scary

8)

It's only me

finally

nobody can see me

finally

I found my place

finally

but you can enter if you want

9)

my bag

not here

I run around

scream

until I feel

something under my hat

its a cat

called bag

I'm no longer sad

10)

Coffee

What are you doing to me?

Simple, brown, and sometimes sweet

is that enough

to always come back to you?

I wonder this

while holding the money in my hand

«tall latte please»